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This memorial website was created in the memory of my little man  Craig Sillitoe -. Taylor who was born  asleep at Leicester Royal Infermary, on November 26th 2005 , i will remember him forever.


   





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Tributes and Condolences
so sorry u fell asleep   / Kevin Parton (friend)
theres not a lot i can say wee man but im sure of one thing that paul (haywirerope) will be looking after u till rox and ur dad can be reunited with you sleep till then we man night night
happy easter   / Debbie Mummy To Jadyn (friend of family )
hi matey hope you like your thomas easter egg,have a great easter love from all of us,p.s.dont let jadyn eat too many hehehe xxx
its nearly your birthday, happy birthday mate.   / Sian Taylor (big sister )
it hurts to say this but i just wanted to say, your nearly 2. i just wish you could be here. you would have had a great life her with your big brothers: mark, paul and bod. and your big sisters: sam, me and zoe.i just wish i could have been there wit...  Continue >>
happy easter little man   / Debbie Snell (jadyns mammy )
hi little man have a wonderful easter sweetie hope you liked your nest of mini eggs we brought up for you love n hugs always xxx
Craig xxxx   / Tracey Jones (mom's friend )
To Craig and his family,I didn't know what to put before, even now it is difficult.  I would like to put my arms around you all and make it all better but I can't.  I feel so helpless.Rox, please get in touch, I really want to see you. ...  Continue >>
happy xmas sweetie  / Debbie Mammy To Angel Jadyn (friend)    Read >>
happy birthday angel  / Jo Baudrey     Read >>
happy 1st birthday xxxx  / Claire Thorpe (friend of sands n debz )    Read >>
happy birthday  / Sammy     Read >>
Craigs 1st birthday  / Valerie Murphy (Friend of Debbie )    Read >>
happy 1st birthday xx  / Debbie Mammy To Angel Jadyn     Read >>
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His legacy
 
                                                    ~~   Craig -John   ~~
                                                                                             
                                           



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Craig , was born asleep Nov 26th 2005,
after being told he was due to be delivered i suffered an abruption, where i lost him at 32 weeks & 1 day he weighed 3lb 8 oz & was 17.5 inches long.
I had a scan on the Monday 21st Nov 2006 his body  had already slowed down growing the blood flow was slowing down  after a dopler scan result showed, i was asked to go back on the Tuesday 22nd,i was told  i had to be admitted as  the dopler showed no better & i would be delivered & sent home within 2 weeks , i telephoned  Craigs dad told him the news, went to hospital all ready , i was told to have a lung booster ready in case  i had to be delivered on the Tuesday night after being admitted a following  injection on the Wednesday ,had  no news of delivery Craigs movements slowed down , still nothing was put on C.T.G monitors  , still not many movements ,nurses  said everything was ok ,
Craigs  dad  came  to see me  with clothes nappies as we were told he was only 2 lb ish .
Wed , Thur, he came to see me still we had not heard Fri came  i was on a c.t.g monitor for 2 hours was told twice i was going to have to be delivered  wasnt 
Then Saturday 26th ,i felt a pop within me ,  was put on  the c.t.g found no heart beat was rushed upstairs to labour ward put on another monitor to be told 
   " sorry we cant find a heart beat , your  baby has died "

                                     all  i could do was cry                                                                      

   

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                                                                 An Angel never dies

                                                     Don't let them say I wasn't born
                                                   That something stopped my heart,
                                                  I felt each tender squeeze you gave,
                                                      I've loved you from the start. 

                                                                            



                                                      Although my body you can't hold, 



                                                                                                   
                                                          It doesn't mean I'm gone,



                                                    This world was not worthy of me,



                                                         God chose that I move on.


                                                I know the pain that drowns your soul,
                                                        What you are forced to face,




                                                You have my word, I'll fill your arms,



                                                          Someday we will embrace. 

                                                                           

                                                You'll hear that "It wasn't meant to be,



                                                      God doesn't make mistakes",



                                                But that won't suffer your worst blow,
                                                         or make your heart not ache,


                                                          I'm watching over all you do,
                                                           Another child you'll bear,



                                                       Believe me when I say to you,

                                                          That im always there,
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                 


                                                    There'll come a time, I promise you, 


                                                         when you will hold my hand
                                                       stroke my face, and kiss my lips,
                                                           and then you'll understand. 
                                                                               

                                                  Although I've never breathed your air, 

                                                            or gazed into you eyes, 

                                                     That doesn't mean I never "was" -
                                                                An angel never dies. 
                                                                








         





                                                        In a baby castle,    
                                                                        

                                                         my baby plays with angels’ toys, 


                                                              which money cannot buy,


                                                            who  am I to wish him back, 


                                                             into this world of strife? 


                                                         no, play on my darling baby, 


                                                                for you have eternal life.

                                                                            

                                                            At night when all is silent 


                                                           and sleep forsakes my eyes, 

                                                           i call for Craig ,so   softly


                                                       and he’ll be there by my side. 


                                                         His little hands caress me, 


                                                              so tenderly and sweet, 


                                                                  I breathe a prayer 


                                                                   


                                                              and close my eyes 


                                                       and cuddle him in my sleep. 


                                                                      






                                                                                                                                                             
  


                                                                       





                                                      Now I have had a treasure

                                                      that I rate above all other, 

                                                                   
                                  
                                                                                                                     I will always love him, 
             


                                                                                                                  for I am still his mother 

    
                                   





                                                                          


























                                                                     







 














 










 






                                      







           

                                                                      





 






                                                                                




















                                
                                                                                                         

































                                         
                                                       A FATHER'S GRIEF


It must be very difficult
to be a man in grief
since "men don't cry " and "men are strong"
no tears can bring relief



It must be very difficult
to stand up to the test
and Field calls and visitors
so that she can get some rest



They always ask if she's alright
and what shes going through
but seldom take his own handand ask
"My friend,how are you ? "



He hears her cry in the night
and thinks his heart will break
he dries her tears and comforts her
but " Stays strong " for her sake



It must be very difficult 
to start each day anew
and try to be so very brave
Because he lost his little boy too.





                                                      


 

                                           Craig .
                                        Oh how i long for you
                                     Ten months have passed
                                                What do i do ?

                                          The tears still flow
                                              Its a long road
                                         " be strong " im told
                                       but they just dont know

                               My heart it aches to be with you
                                        is this a bad dream ? 
                                        It doesn't seem true

                                       I feel you are with me
                                          blocking the pain
                             I   feel a comfort  , a calmness
                                            I can't explain

                                        Everywhere i look 
                                         Everywhere i go
                                       I feel your with me
                                I feel a presence  ..a lifting glow

                                     This is you beside me
                                    the comfort is so pure
                                     words can't describe
                                      this feeling i endure

                                   I will feel this forever
                                  and forever you'll be
                              in my heart and beside me
                                    gently guiding me

                          This is our closest bond now
                           although the cord  has gone
                             you are always in my life
                               my precious little son.
    





                                         
 
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